Sunday, 8 April 2018

The 2018

Assalamualaikum

Hi everybody.. How are you guys doing? I hope all of you stay in the pink! always healthy and be a healthy person, alright? :) Sabirah is fantastic, good alhamdulillah. But I'm still searching for the things that we called 'SUCCESS'.

What is success means? It has a lot of meaning because SUCCESS is also a subjective, every person has their own definition of success. You know, everyone of us has something that we wanted to achieve and until that, we meant it as 'SUCCESS'. Am I right guys?

For instance, you are now studying in Accountancy field in your college, and your ambition is wanna be maybe an accountant? maybe an auditor? or something that related to Account field, am I right? so after finishing studying Accountancy field, maybe you would involved in internship of a big company at Sime Darby or LHDN itself. and from that, you keep attempting, hard working and you put many more efforts in it until one day you become a very well-known and successful person in that..or this or that company. that's it! you called it SUCCESS. yes! it is a success for you. But maybe another person wanna be a lecturer, businessman until they achieve it, and they call it as their SUCCESS.

Therefore, Sabirah wanna share with you guys, that everybody has different dreams, different directions until they reach their success. It's a mater of time, whether SUCCESS come when you are 16, maybe at 21! or maybe at 30! But we never know there are some people find their SUCCESS during 65 years old. So we never know when we will achieve it. Dont be jealous of other's success. It is because of faith, rezk, livelihood has been written before we exist in this world. The only that we must to do is hard-working! But before that, there are some general conditions for us to achieve our respective SUCCESS:

1) Avoiding hurting other creatures in life, whether Human, Animals and Plants.
2) Avoiding being ''very'' in all aspects of life, whether very angry, very happy, very sad, etc
3) Always being calm in all situations that we deal with.

These are 3 main things that Sabirah is trying to follow. But I know you guys can put others things so that you are really confident heading to your own SUCCESS. For my own opinions, these are the other things that we supposed to do before we want to achieve our SUCCESS;

4) Being generous to all creatures..sedekah everyday, feeding animal, take care of plants.
5) Make people happy and smile. Smile firsts! and others will follow your positive aura! :)
6) Always take things positively and make it better.
7) Be kind and patience. There would be an unexpected wisdom beyond it.

But after all, the only one things that we must do before SUCCESS is, whenever Allah calls us, we must turn to Allah. Haiyya alaa solla, Haiyya alaa falaa. Pray and success will be come near to you. Remembrance of ALLAH is all that we must to do only for the sake of Allah.

Sabira advising myself too. I hope all of us will be successful and be patient with it. Untill next post! Assalamualaikum :)


Saturday, 25 November 2017

I'm back !! 2017 !!

Assalamualaikum .

Hello everybody!! I dont know whether my followers are still active? But it's okay, I continue my story anyway! :) Ya Allah. It has been 2 years I didn't update anything here since my last entry was 2015. But the entry title is the same LOL xD but!! It is because I suddenly forget my Blog password and I lazy to think about it? Maybe? ^^' So I promised to myself that I will update my lovely and cuty blogspot from now. Maybe at least once a week? Inshaallah. It was actually I had lost my Blog ID n Password too. There was about two weeks ago I tried to recover my Blog. Luckily I found it by using my alternate yahoo email since I changed my phone number for this account before.

So! What I am going to talk about? I dont know which and where should I begin. Maybe my story plot will not so neat coz I'm going to mix it! But I'll try my best to arrange the plot. Here we go!

In 2015 I still busy with my study. But in the middle of that year, I decided to stop study for awhile and work in KL. I love the experience in RHB which is 60 Days Mortgage. I still remember my friends there especially Suraya and Farhana. In fact, I remember all of them because after I stop working there, I never find as good as RHB working environment and people. Since that, I really missed that moment. But I can't work in KL anymore because my mum is alone here in hometown.

I back to hometown which is already in year of 2016. It was the year that I met Shahfiq again!! but this time we keened to know each other profoundly. ''AGAIN'' here means because I ever saw him before in my high school time SMKBG of course!! So it was true, He said he studied there previously. So.. back to my working story, yeah, I still work now while finding money to pursue my study in sewing :) I'm glad to know Shahfiq at the same time too :)

So, for the year 2017, and it is about a month left before it's going to end. So far so good. Haha!! It is so common sayings xD Okay, actually 2017 IS REALLY CHALLENGING for me because people keep testing me by their behaviour. Especially in working life. not only because of them but the challenge come from money, and being unemployed. How you guys feel when you don't get a job but you have many commitments that you must have to responsible to? Of course we feel despair and almost to give up, right?? But alhamdulillah, Allah Maha Adil. He gave something which is unexpected. But yet I still crawling to repent to Allah and keep finding the answer where is my fault and what I am going to do?

Every person has different tests by Allah. So keep praying and begging to Allah that we truthfully Taubah. I actually want to advise myself and all of us, Keep being patient because what we want will eventually we grab! But!! it is going to happen when it supposed to happen. BECAUSE!! Allah knows the best.. *sobs*

Im sorry for using lots of exclamation mark!! ^^'' I am going to end up this time entry here due to fingers jammed xD I will back again next week inshaAllah. Thank you to my laptop for being nice to me today (It was quit awhile I didn't use it). and also Thanks for reading everyone!! AND!! there is a comment space bellow that you can give a comment if you wish to. see ya!! 

Thursday, 22 October 2015

I'm back.

Assalamualaikum
Its quite challenging..since many new people I knowareome and go. I wanna talk about my college life. Currently I study at IPB which is Institut Profesional Baitulmal. Maybe I'm going to talk about how I could get into this institution.

As you know, I started working since my last paper of SPM 2014 is finished...Istarted with working in studying Hot n Roll booth which is working to make bread...modearn or western fast food...I;m still remember the menus...there are 2 type of menus which are Paratha and Chapati.  Chicken and cheese..beefCheese and onion..there are 2 drinks which are milo and souyce juice..It was only a month I working there as I can't stand and bear myself full of tiring when I need to do everything from opening until closing...plus my employer sometimes potong gaji in case the order menu have not been taken by customer since the customer didn't want it or cancel their order...what!!! and sometimes...if there is any broken order like patah...hangus..n so on..bos will cut off the loss from our salary also if there is shot when all workers to be cashiers.

So I back to my place which is Sungai Buloh which I belong to..hahahahahah..back to home and my mum missing me so much..so I started my the other day by seeking jobs at The Store shopping mall...floor by floor and eventually there is a clothing shop willing to hire me as a promoter..that is it..YFS Concept Store...which is Yung Fa Supermarket stand for YFS. so it was 5 months I working there and a lot of sweet and sour...i mean bitter memories and experiences too.. There were a lot of people I met..Lots of things I learnt.

Oh dearr....maybe I will continue later since the time is being jealous on me. see ya..assalamualaikum

Sunday, 26 April 2015

Changes that I've made

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Hmmm...it's kinda hard to describe what the changes I have made....life gets harder and harder...and I'M ALMOST TO SURRENDER...I'm so confused why I keep been trapped by love??? I have to forget this...I hate falling in love.


Great things never came from comfort zone ..And what goes around comes back around

Saturday, 14 February 2015

Feeling too emotional since the lower EQ

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I keep thinking about liking someone who I'm waiting for him since awhile..but I'm too upset thinking about my mum and dad who love me more since awhile too..loving me for the entire live..I love my parents..but I still can't show my real love to them..they were so much good deeds they fullfill on me since I was a child. They really love me and take care of me..

I mad to myself because I can't feel the real love towards them..I'm not yet show my real love to them...my parents are my life but I feel so stupid when I'm hurting them many times..They must be feeling so pain right........:(

I hope they won't be offended to me but I'm wrong..They are many scars beyond their wide smiley... how awful I am....I hate myself for being like this...my Lord...my God is Allah.. He loves me more and I really miss His blessing...

They are uncountable wrongdoings I have done yet He still love me..but do I love Allah as how He love me? O Allah how to love you with all my soul for the real love to You and your messenger, Muhammad saw? I think I'm not being a good muslimah and mukmin yet...I'm a muslim but not a mukmin so I'm so sad knowing myself like this......:( I hope they will be someone who will guide me to enhance my love to Allah...

I don't know why I love him..I just did and it has been ages I wait for him..but I don't know whether he feel the same feeling as I do or not...

but top of this time entry is my mum....my dad....I am really apologise...I want them to stay..I want to make them to always being happy..I want them in save... I end this entry with this nasyeed

Anak Soleh Aeman

Assalamualaikum...

Monday, 9 February 2015

The first 2015 writing

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I'm back for the first time of 2015 year. It has been ages I didn't practise my english writing LOL. but I'm thankful I'm quite speaking English with my friends at working place. She is Lynn. Oh Ee Lynn. She's nice..polite...kind-hearted person and top of all...she is leng lui!! :) Beautiful girl indeed. What's new about 2015? I think I wanna speak about my working experience and of course before talking about that, I wanna flash back my interview experiences!!! ouch....there're so many interview I have experienced..sometimes it's good..sometimes..too bad..nervous..stammer and sad..but sometimes happy!! There're so many feelings..so many skills...so many kind of people I have met in this live. but I think it's not challenging enough.

Although I did experience lots of interviews session, and works or we call jobs..but I'm pretty sure that the career live much more challenging. Speaking about career, of course we need to continue our study 'till the higher level as possible right?? I do have planned it once but I just take it fair and square when my mum asking me to work and get the permanent career. She dont want me to continue study due to lack of money and survival facilities.

Mama...bb understand you really well so....I will straightly go to work and achieve my still career/. now I wanna talk about 2015's target...I want to get motorcycle license..If there's chance to take a package both car n motor surely I will take!!! Before accomplishing my target, I must fulfill my budget LOL...so every month I need to save $500 enough 2 months the total is $1000 but it only can get motorcycle license..so I think I better save $500 per month for 4 months..so that I can take both license..but not forgetting the advance money to buy a motorcycle..I want to take LC but my big bro asked me to take LAGENDA since the petrol cost is saving!!! but amazing it's so speeding!!! Alhamdulillah..maybe I will take LAGENDA then. but.....the first choice is LC because I like the slim-looked motorcycle...but LAGENCE looks sooooooo FAT. It's ok lah, let's see how then.

Back to my mum wishes, she wanted me to keep working and achieve the career so....I determine to do so for the sake of my mum and all for Allah..not only that.... I need to survive by searching side income due to the higher cost of living...in the future much higher..aND...HIGHER!! I need to think about saving money for having him who will together perfecting an improving each other...no other than him..but who ? LOL? hahhahaaa thinking about marriage I think it's too far away..so I think I want to get the stable live so that my mum will happy...

FAMILY.... I once have one biG HAPPY FAMILY but.....where are they right now? we have been seperated...I miss the happy and cheerful moment with them....It's ok...I will walk alone in this live jorney back to Allah because I know He's always watching me..

Believe or not..I'm waiting for....lalalala~ It almost 9am and I need to get ready for work// will be updating here again and re-decorating my childish  dusty blog ^^' till we meet again cheerio and...zai jien!! :)


assalamualaikum